Hey, Welcome! I'm Patricia, I will be your guide.

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Here's a little about me, and my healing journey so that you can get to know me better.

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My healing journey started in 2011. It was August, and I was sitting on my back porch, I thought to myself, ”I am depressed.” I knew at that moment that no one was ever going to save me from my own internal world. 

 

It was mine, and I had to do something. My next thought was,” Kundalini Yoga.” I had tried it years before, like 10 years before, and now, here it was knocking on my soul. 

 

I listened. 

 

Since that time I have conquered many fears and limitations I didn’t think were possible. Including a phobic fear of flying. I cancelled every trip we booked. The fear manifested as nightmares, extreme dark and fearful thoughts, panic attacks, it was awful.

 

My husband turned and said to me, “I will travel without you. I need to see the world.”  I knew at that moment that I had to take action. 

 

My heart broke at the thought of him having all these amazing experiences without me. I wanted to make memories with the person I love most in this world. I heard in my mind,” Hypnotherapy.”

 

I listened. 

 

I went and saw a Clinical Hypnotherapist 3 times. Each time having panic attacks during my sessions. It is a myth that you have to be totally relaxed. It's ok to bring where you are at, to the process. 

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It helped me fly to Hawaii with my husband. 

 

Little by little I was conquering big fears. With Kundalini Yoga 4 times a week, 3 Hypnotherapy sessions, I was starting to feel an inner power, courage! I was building the courage to live the life I knew wanted to express itself through me. 

 

I was starting to unfold into the ways I always knew I would. Everything was starting to make sense. 

 

I  listened. 

 

By this time, I had flown to New Mexico trained at an ashram twice, in Kundalini Yoga. I was now a teacher diving deep into the level 2 Practitioner program.  I had a practice and I was teaching people what had helped me so much. 

 

I had heard the call to study with a Shamanic teacher. 

 

I listened.

 

And started to journey into Spiritual Realms. I discovered that this was what I had been doing naturally since I was 3 years old. 

 

I had conquered so much fear from 2011-2016. It was incredible!

 

In 2016, my husband and I had sold our home, gave away our belongings, and set off on the open road as Nomads. I learned to live in the unknown and let myself be guided by the heart. I learned to let go and to receive. 

 

Standing on a beautiful red sand beach on  Prince Edward Island,  I heard,” Nutrition School.” 

 

I listened.

 

Off went to Vancouver Island. I studied and became a Registered Holistic Nutritionist. 

 

I began to walk a new road of healing, learning about self-nourishment so that I could manage stage 3 Endometriosis, one of the world's top 20 most painful conditions. 

 

In 2017  while still in Nutrition School I was prescribed morphine to help me with the pain of Endo. But it didn’t help. Each month, since I was 11, I was taken on a journey into hell. 

 

Now as a yoga teacher, I brought my meditation skills into hell with me. 

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Pain taught me how to surrender. 

 

I was starting to see the many onion layers to healing, recognizing that we can only approach our healing in degrees. 

 

We are guided to what needs our attention as our awareness grows and our awareness is dependent on subconscious material making itself known. 

 

We surrender to the path. And prepare our hearts with courage and grace. 

 

We work with what is ready to unfold. We trust the subconscious mind will bring to us what is ready to be looked at. 

 

In 2019 under the most loving and serendipitous circumstances, I was able to study and become a Clinical Hypnotherapist. My soul said study!

 

I listened.

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​​​​​​This was the puzzle piece for me to finally accept what my whole life had been preparing me for.

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I was a Holistic Healer. It all made sense! 

 

It is no wonder, looking back, why I was on that back porch in 2011 at thirty-two years old and totally depressed.  

 

I had survived a near-death experience at three. My mother lost custody of me when I was one. My Dad and caregiver died of cancer when I was eight. I was then living with my mother who was addicted to cocaine, alcohol, and sex. I lived in foster care, went through sexual abuse, and started living on my own when I was 16.

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And I had a chronic painful condition called Endometriosis. 

 

I had a lot to heal from.

 

I survived the experiences in my life by building armour around my heart. I was brave, no doubt about it, but I was shut down. I was yearning to feel like myself. I did everything I was supposed to do. Had a great career, bought a house, married the love of my life, I was a part of a community and I was still so depressed.

 

Talk therapy didn’t work for me. I think it works for some. But for me, I needed to address the body, subtle energy, the subconscious and I had to approach this from a spiritual perspective.  

 

Now I teach others how to initiate healing through the methods of Nutrition, Kundalini Yoga, Clinical Hypnotherapy, and Spirit Journeys.  

 

I can take 50 percent credit for the work I now do. The other half is divine intervention. I have just learned to get out of the way. 

 

This spiritual mystical component to my healing journey and in the work I do is massive. I walk between worlds very easily. And for much of my life, it felt like a curse. Now it is the gift that helps me hold visions for others to experience healing.

 

Most of the visual journey experiences I provide come from downloads, I take you to some of the spiritual realms I have seen. I help others see. It's part of my magnetic field makeup. I can penetrate the collective and hold a vision for us all to see, and in our own unique way. 

 

Spirit has led me to rest in the heart. 

 

Over the last few years, I’ve learned how to ease the perfectionistic mind. I learned how to be my own mother. I came home to my heart and healed the old long story that I am not enough.

 

I learned to be my own cheerleader in a way I didn’t know was possible. 

 

I made room for grief and anger. I accepted myself as I am. 

 

The flow that opened because of the Heart, is something I want to share with other Women. 

 

This has been a profound healing experience and I want to share this unique journey into the heart and healing. 

 

We can’t think our way into healing! We must have an experience of healing to heal. 

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We will journey into the heart and subconscious mind and spirit realms in order to have a self-experience of healing. 

 

There will be profound guidance that comes through from within. 

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I will guide us into spiritual realms, the subconscious mind, and into the body using tools such as Breath Work, Meditation, Kundalini yoga, Hypnotherapy, Mantra, and Guided Spirit Journeys all in a uniquely crafted way.  

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Looking forward to being with you all, 

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XO Patricia MacNeill

C.CHT, R.H.N., 500HR Kundalini Yoga+Meditation Teacher